The Core Crowd.
I turn on a dime, spin me around. So you can shine, shine right now.
We'll make this purchase count...
Wow.
It's crazy.
I can't really understand it, and I don't know if it's because It's just pretty unrealistic or am I just that good?
Days of crying myself to sleep are long gone. It's been a while...
But it's not something I've actually thought about, until nights like last night come around and you find yourself smiling yourself to sleep, smiling first thing in the morning and even seeing a smile next to you.
I can't even begin to tell you...
Dennis, it all worked out in my favour.
You know what I mean.
I wish Hanin would call me, like this morning! Or anyday now.
I wish i wish i wish...
It really is crazy..
Well I'm off to read some Sartre now.
Here's a pickle for you; I think I miss learning. I just may feel ready for school these days...?
I want that song "Upside Down" with John Johnsson, is it?
Oh I love it!
Happy weekend everyone! Some pics from lastnight'll be up in my next update! :)
Bazooka-zooka-bubblegum!
Oh, what a really lovely day. Awsome day indeed.
I've been out in the sun for a few hours today. Like every other sunny day I always try to get at least a few drops of the golden glow touch my skin before I go ahead and start my day.
Reno was... Reno was great.
In words I couldn't even begin to explain what a great time we had.
God, I'm really gonna miss the crowd, the atmosphere, the weather, the chances...
Reno was awsome. For the summer, Las Vegas. 21 baby!
I'll keep my fingers crossed. Thanks everyone who made the Reno weekend what it was.
And a special thanks to T.C for just being... Pretty damn random! :)
I was on one of my usual phoneconvos with Mackan yesterday and I see a letter with my name on it on the counter. It was from my penpal! Holymolymacaroni was I happy when I saw it! (haha)
I read it over and over and over again. I miss you Bams! Thanks for the letter, it made my evening!
Talked to Dennis on the phone the other day also. Until I sorta' hung up on him...
Sorry about that, but it was great talking to you!
It's friends like you two that I've been blessed to have around me. It's friends like you that make me want to come back home to the very cold sweden and just sit around and to nothing.
It's friends like you two that make matter.
I have the most adorable cousin in the whole wide world!
(Now Hanin goes, Yeah you do! ... But I'm not talking about Shante ;)
I'm talking about the 7 year old Talia Adam. She's totally boycrazy, says she has "sevenbillionzillion" boyfriends. She's also inlove with Build A Bear and bazooka-zooka-bubblegum.
Sometimes I wished I lived here just to not miss out on her growing up. I wish I could be a part of her life more. Tho' she tells me I'm her favourite cousin. Maybe because I don't always give her what she wants.
She is so sneaky and smart. She's that popular girl at school... Haha she's so cool!
New Zealanderfriends: You'll meet her when we go down there. It's her family that's moving, and you'll all have the honor and privellage to meet both her and her brother Jacob. As well as their dad and mom.
Karaoke bar tonight... We'll see what happens this time around.
I watch alot of "Just Shoot Me" these days since I'm all out of FRIENDS.
Oh and BIG sale at the mall monday, got a few cute things.
Me so happy!
Enough nonsense... I'd better go... Do something?
There's just something about the way you move... (something) The way you move the way you move that's got me going OH OHHH OHH!
Guess what?
It's been a long weekend!
Martin Luther King day this monday, everybody was off work.
Tuesday was halfday, and wednesday, yesterday, we went to a karaoke bar.
It was a good long weekend. (:
I'm going to miss the weekends alot when I get back home...
So with it being Thursday today meaning Friday's tomorrow.
Two weekends, back to back.
And guess what...
We're going to Reno!
But I'm not 21 yet, so I won't be able to gamble. But I will be let in the casinos and what not.
We've got free hotellrooms close to everything, so it's going to be GREAT!
Ashley's trying to come down tomorrow and go with us, but if not, it's going to be me, Shante, Jeff and T.C.
It's gonna be great!
Talked to Sofia on the phone yesterday. Called my mom and talked to her for a bit, 'till I found out Sofia was there, visiting my mom. Haha wtf?
Anyway, went to Pier 39 and all that touristy stuff this saturday. It was a warm day so we had a good time.
Going to see Jack's Mannequin February 3rd!
Anyway, don't have much to say...
Reno's going to kick ass! See you on monday!
Shibby!
Noone knows except the both of us.
I've got butterflies...
I've got so many butterflies in my belly right now and you don't!
At least not my butterflies, because they're MINE.
He gave them to me once and I want to keep each and every one...
Benny Boo BooBoooo! Haha sry.
So i woke up at 6 am today. I had to. I didn't have a choice.
Well i suppose I did have a choice but I didn't want to be lame.
Anyway, loooong day. And yes, we did go shopping after. And i got alot of pretty things.
I love pretty things.
And now I've been drinking alot of wine. I love wine too.
Hell, i love carpet. I love desk. I love lamp!
- So big gulps, huh?
Nothing much to say. I've done halftime here now. Only another month to go.
Drama cought up with me. Go figures, drama's everywhere. You can't ever run.
It sucks. Lets all just go to jamaica?! I'm in.
Or no I'm not actually, but i AM in for New Zealand, soon enough, soon enough...
Tomorrow's Friday. Friday's ALWAYS kick ass.
But I shouldn't get my expectiations far up cuz then the nights just might suck.
Who am I kidding, they won't. They don't. We're just too good!
Oh, I really have to pee. But I also really have to write. I felt this urge to come down to the very cold office and write something. But it's okey cuz i have my new very warm sweatshirt. It's got thumbholes! haha
I tried to quit smoking. They say it's bad for you, have you heard?
So I tried... And was off cigarettes for about 14 hours. Then i smoked a pack. In 7 hours.
I've been smoking and I've also been feeling just fine. So there, I've proven the theory wrong.
And whats with nobody getting my sense of humor? I'm funny, god damn it! NOT WEIRD SWEDE.
Funny... They keep telling me to stop being sarcastic. Who are they to speak to me in that manner?
Ha! Oh And the other night everybody wanted to play "My bum is on the sweeedish."
I laughed, they laughed, we all had a very good time.
Then TC hid my chocolate chip cookiedough icecream.
Jill wasn't a happy camper at that point.
But then I found it and everything was colorful again.
It was in the freezer... Who would'a thought?!
But yeah, i reeeeally have to pee now and I've already written alot.
So I'm good, i hope you're good.
I'll see you in a jiffy!
Just a day...
...Just an, ordinary day. Just trying to get by.
Just a boy. Just an, ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky.
Today is a cold day. It's pretty windy out.
But that just doesn't stop this day to be a very very very good day.
I just know it. Fridays seem to be the very best day of the week, I just can't wait!
In a few minutes me and my aunty are going shopping.
Then when shante gets back from work me and him are going shopping...
And then Jason's picking me up and we're probably gonna see a movie or something.
And then there's tonight. Tonight. TONIGHT! Gahhh... I can't wait!
I've been doing alot of thinking lately. Surprise surprise...
And all of my thoughts come to the same conclusion.
God damn how I love this life!
I love everything about it. It may sound terrible but i do!
I love all the good and all the bad going on in this world.
I love it so much that it gets me high every once in a while!
And as he asked if I would come along,
I started to realize...
That everyday he finds just what he's looking for.
Like a shooting star he shines and he says;
So they have alot of the FRIENDS seasons and I've been watching alot of it.
And by alot I really mean alot. I mean like my uncle calling the house and leaving a message on the answering machene saying "Jill get us ass up from the couch, pause Friends for a while and pick up."-alot. Or Shante calling me saying to finish the episode I'm watching at the moment and to not start another one cuz he's picking up some movies to watch.
It's, I guess, a waste of time... But I like it. The sad thing about it tho is that I only have one season left to watch now.
So I'll probably go pick another season up today when Shante and i go shopping....
It's sad... But it's great. Uhm, where was i going with this?
Oh yeah, I'm getting a laptop! :D
(See the connection? ...)
Karin, Happy 21'st fuckin birthday! If you were here now you could have a kick ass time!
(Read this tomorrow :P)
And happy new appartment!
So life... Life huh. Life is awsome.
I love everything about it.
Take my hand, live while you can.
Don't you see your dreams lie right
in the palm of you hand.
[Vanessa Carlton - Ordinary Day]
Sooo last year!
It's around 4 pm right now and i'm in my jamiepants and a tshirt just hanging out. The boys are upstairs eating sallad benched infront of Bader Santa. We were supposed to go see that new american pie movie, but then we just kinda ended up here...
Last night. Happy new year!
Okey, so i've been trying to type down last nights adventures with explanations... But i just end up deleting what i've written... I really can't put it into words! But fine... Here it is, with no explanations.
Alcohol. And then some other stuff. And then some other stuff even... And then some more alcohol, and even more of it. And then more other stuff. And fireworks, music, GREAT people...
And the turtle, the legs that wouldn't move (?), the directions on the back of the bag, the glass container, the bottle, the card game and the other card game...
The laughter, the smiles, the hatred, the honesty, the fight, the chill, the alive feeling, their sense of forever... In only about 15 minutes!? ...The dumbness, the intelligence, the love, the tingelings, the phones, the food, the sadness, the futuristic explanations, the hugs, the photographs, the cool kid, the doggy from the Hugo Boss collection ( hey, that looks good, i want THAT!) haha... The boys, the girls, the incidents, the dares, the jokes, the walking, the killing for THE CUPCAKES... :)
Happy-fuckin-new-year!
Why why why wern't you there? Why? ... Last night was something i wished i could share with each and every one of you. Last night was something i will never forget, not in a very very very long time anyway.
Ben called me last night wishing me a happy new year.
I wish him the happiest new year he could ever have.
And I wish you all the same, and if your night last night was even a tenth of what mine was, you were always smiling. And hopefully those smiles will stay on your faces and in your hearts for the rest of your lives. You all deserve it.
So aside from last night... I'm having an awsome time... Actually, last night included. >.<
I've already bought alot of cool stuff and i'm still getting alot more cool stuff! :D
The trip to Orange County and the rest of LA seems to be turing out pretty damn cool. T.C knows some rich guy who has a house in LA that stays empty, and right now it looks like that's where we'll be staying when we go. That'll be sweet! But yeah, I'm not 21 so my freedom is limited and it sucks so bad... But apparently it seems to be something a fake ID will solve, we'll see.
Mainly i'm pretty darn tired right now and i'll be returning back up to see the movie with them. My brian isn't working like it should and my body is revolting... And i really really have to pee.
2006 is sooo last year. In with the new. See you around!
Jill Adam