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I met this really amazing man today.
... Yeah. He was really very cool.

Cat and me had just gotten back from our lunchbreak of day two at the dump, and there, behind the recycling containers, stood this man with his bicycle. Within the matter of minutes he had us captured, already deep into his life story. About growing up during the occupation of World War 2, 1941 Slovania. He used to live on this farm, chicken, cows, close neighbours...
This one day a cock had gotten on top of a hen... This had upset little Ludwig and he had pushed the cock away.
(Done laughing about the sentence above? Good.)
Anyway, his mother had told him to not do that again. If he does then there will be no chicken!
- Ok...

So a few days later he was on the field among the cows. One cow had gotten on top of another and Ludwig had gotten upset, again. He whipped the bull who then ran away.
His mother had told him to not do that again. If he does there will be no calf!
- Ok...

Little Ludwig went to school the following days and they were going deep into christianity.
Everything was just fine and he was learing things. Their teacher was this catholic preist.
When he told the class Mother Mary had gotten pregnant by the holy spirit...
Little Ludwig had stood up infront of the class, saying that wasn't true. That's just not how it works!


Needless to say, Little Ludwig had gotten in trouble for his statement.
Something about the preist pulling him by his tounge around the whole classroom.
He described it as torture.

So eventually the whole town had heard about what little Ludwig had done... That weekend all the neighbours and townpeople had come over to his house to listen to him tell the story. Everyone really amazed.


I'm sitting here, still refecting upon his stories.
He was really very cool.






There's alot going on in my life nowadays. I don't know how it all ended up like this but it has and I'm glad.
The "new" is now becoming more of a "comfortable"... More of an "interesting" and an "insightful".
And eventhough "new" is more of a "fun", the "interesting" and "insightful" is actually more of a "comfortable".

But maybe things will change. And maybe even in the not too distant future...
I don't know. It's beyond my control.
Though, I feel a change coming up and I'm not sure what to think of it.
Jealousy is something really strong, sometimes making people act in ways they, themselves, could't even picture.
I'll draw you a map of the drama. Actually, I'll need it too.


Hoping for a nightly recap with my brother tonight. He's actually not half bad!
It's funny how I'm just starting to get to know him and we've lived under the same roof for 20 years.