<3 chärlejk.

My hip hurts.
My rib is cracked.
I'm so sick and my sneezing and coughing is only making my rib hurt more.
I feel pretty damn miserable actually...
But it's just so worth it.

I miss everything about Reading!
Vilken jävla luring!




Bill Hicks, a true genious!

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Pt. 2
 

Pt. 3

akickasstimewiththebestfriendsintheworld x

So... Strike three.
Reading Festival 2007.

Words words words...
Bullocks to poverty!



Enjoy...


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Ahh... Much much more...
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Hakuna Matata!
-Så sut!

READING FESTIVAL 2007 !

So the day after tomorrow we all leave for the Reading Festival.
... Like, no words can describe how much I'm looking forward to this.
Not only because it's such an awsome festival with alot of great bands and I'm going with the coolest people in the world... No because Sweden just kinda sucks sometimes and I need to get out of here, out, away, to learn to appreciate what I have and where I have it.
My brother came back from the Bay Area like a week ago, a little more.
He got me some starbucks coffee. I'm loving it.

I used to have so many readers. I might still, I don't know, havn't checked.
That's kinda the whole point. See, I have so much to write about but so little time and energy to actually sitt down here and make it clear to everyone what's going on in my life. It's pretty dumb even. I just kinda don't like the internet anymore. It's boring.
I have this gray T-shirt that with pink gems says "Fulfil your deams".
My friend reminded me the other day about how juvenile it is and how I need to grow up.
So yeah, I did in fact get it from H&M's childrens departement but I still told her to more or less, go shot herself.
I was going somewhere with this... I had something to say about how I don't need the internet now that I'm "growing up", about how it just gets me stuck... But I'm having the funniest conversation with Dave right now and I lost myself a little. ... I'm all speeded up about the Festival, don't really know what I'm saying or where I want this to lead.
Also... I'm on my 4th cup of starbucks and it's only 11.57 am.

As feelings eventually end up in words and memories left in pictures...
I'll always have you in my heart.
Despite everything, I'll miss you my old friend. Reading just won't be the same...


http://www.readingfestival.com

An hour or something -with Billy J: This very saturday.


01:07
So I'm sitting here, eating cookiedough icecream. Got some from Komsun this afternoon. Ben and Jerrys, the real kind. No words in the world could descibe how I love the places it takes me. :) Some of the best times of my life. Memories... Beautiful!


01:33
Still enjoying those memories... (:


01:35
And also kind'a loving the movie "Turn it up" on chanal 4 right now!


01:41
Texting Cat to see if she's awake...


01:49
No reply from Cat yet.
I HEART Sour Cream and Onion chips!


01:54
So anyway, today was a good day. The working parts of the day really sucked but all in all, good day. I was leaving the pub at midnight, being kissed by this 27* C breeze... Sweden's not halfbad sometimes. (:

02:04
I really hate guns.


02:07
I loved the scene where he threw the guns into the sea! Ha!


02:17
No word from Cat. But my cellphone is gay anyway...
So uhm, I've worked so much this week, I'm exhausted. Tomorrow's gonna be my first day off in a really long time. I'm sooo looking forward to it. So, heading off to bed. Goodnight  bitches! (;

02:19
PS. That movie; 5/5. That movie was perfect on a night like tonight. (:

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This is the third verse.
And I'm laying in my bed trying to hear my breath,
with the song on repeat
I feel totally incomplete.
This isn't just the start.


I'm aiming to finish.
And I'm not so sure if I'm halfway through,
If maybe I've cheated
or desperately been defeated.
The plot doesn't thicken.


The mirror looks cracked.
When I turn off the light and reach for your hand,
I can hang up a frame
see it all just the same
and call it my own.



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Yours Truly

All is fair in love and war?

Alot's going on right now and just the thought of it gives me this really uncomfortable feeling in my gut (literally and metaphorically). I want to say that I hate people but the truth is I really don't. In fact, it's just the opposite. I love people. I love how we think and act in situations and I'm  totally fascinated by WHY we think and act the way we do in those certain moments of life.
Do I feel superior to others? Perhaps.
Do I have the right to? Probably not.
Does that affect me? No one bit.


Yes, it is pretty interesting and I can't wait to see the outcome of it all. But ubove that and all else I can't wait to escape for just a little while. In about 16 days we leave for England. To the Reading Festival (
http://www.readingfestival.com)
Third year now and it just couldn't have come in a better time. Alot of great bands, loads of awsome people, dirty, hungry, always tired/smashed, free, timeless and without a single obligation.
"It's like breathing love" is how I described my first Reading experience and I stick to it.
Just 16 more days...
Do I have the money for it? Probably not.
Is that a problem? Perhaps.
Will that affect me being there? Not one bit.


All in all, it's been a good weekend. I love the people I'm blessed to have around me. And everytime I see them I feel excited to be able to call them my friends.
Marika: Just really; Thank you. It means so much. You mean so much.
And If there's anything I can ever do to repay you, don't ever hesitate to ask.

Whatevers? Yeah well I'm working at this photoplace now. It's been what, like 2 weeks? Yeah it's good fun and I've become totally obsessed with getting my digitalpics developed. Not at work though, no. Far too expensive. Online, and I'm waiting for my first batch of pics tomorrow! They better be good!
Besides that, my brother'll be returning from his stay in the Bay Area on thursday. He's been away for a month and then some. I hear he's got me some cool stuff. Yarr yarr... (;
Oh and my Uncle Mike (in the bay area) and his family just yesterday, moved to New Zealand.
No more "Uncle Mike-card".
Here's a thought: maybe next time I won't be seen as a 14 year old and won't have to! 
Nah, who am I kidding...

It's getting late and I'm kinda' just yabbing on about randoms.
Wait.
Is this my blog? Yeah.
Is it dumb? Yeah!
Will I eventually actually delete it, as I've been meaning to so many times? Probably not...

(100 truths) - This is dumb.

1. Real name = Jill Adam
2. Nickname = Jilly
3. Status = In a relationship
- What happened to 4?
5. Male or female = Female
-6,7,8,9?
10. Hair color = Light brown
- 11,12...? Whatever, this is dumb.
15. Are you a health freak = Not even a little bit...
16. Height = 160 cm
17. Do you have a crush on someone = Mhhm. (:
18. Do you like yourself = Mostly, but I have my moments...
19. Piercings = 2 on one ear, 5 the other, Belly button
20. Tattoos = 2
21. Righty or lefty = Righty

FIRSTS

22. First surgery = None yet.
23. First piercing = Ears when I was a baby.
24. First Kiss: Yeah, I remember that one...
24. First best friend = Sandra, Ashley, Alex, Cathrine...
-24, 24?
26. First sport you joined = Yeah right!
27. First pet = Vivi my bunny!
28. First vacation = Uhh... Dunno. California probably sometime when I was little.
30. First crush = Yeah, I remember that one too... (:

CURRENTLY

49. Eating = Nothing... Hungry...
52. I'm about to = Make a phonecall.
58. Want kids? = Eventually probably. Twinboys.
59. Want to get married? = Probably.
60. Careers in mind? = Arghhh... No, I really don't know!

WHICH IS BETTER?

68. Lips or eyes = Eyes.
69. Hugs or kisses = Both. Love'em both.
70. Older Or Younger = Oh no, not younger. But not much older... Don't care.
71.Romantic or Spontaneous= Both, when the time is right.
73. Nice stomach or nice arms = Mmmm... Yeah.
74. Sensitive or loud = Both really. Or none?
75. Hook-up or relationship = Relationships.
77. Trouble maker or hesitant = A smart trouble maker?

HAVE YOU EVER:

78. Kissed a stranger = If I say I don't wanna say you'll asume I have and If I say No I'll be lying...
79. Drank bubbles = What? Ew...
80. Lost glasses/contacts = Yeah, all the time.
81. Ran away from home = Haha yeah. Lots of times when I was younger. Good times (;
-Dumb dumb dumb...
85. Been in trouble with the cops = Not really...
86. Turned someone down = Yeah
87. Cried when someone died = Never had someone really really close to me die. Thankfully.
88. Liked a friend = Yeah... My current relationship (;


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself?= Oh yeah.
90. Miracles = Do exist.
91. Love at first sight = Yea
92. Heaven = Yeah.
93. Santa Claus = YEAH!
94. Sex on the first date = Huh? What??
95. Kiss on the first date = This is dumb...!
96. Angels = Yes, I do believe in angels. I think they put this whole "Do you believe" bit into this just to find out if we believe in sex and kissing on the first date. Probably done by a guy...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yeah. (:
98. Had More than one BF/GF at a time? Technically no. But sorta, yeah...
99. Do you make the first move? Totally depends on the situation but I'd rather not.
100. Repost as 100 truths? No. Because it's not!